Monday, September 30, 2024
Meeting
My meeting to work on the cruise, I will go at 2 - 4 P.M. I used the 1st e-mail after checking all 3, for the Zoom link.
Plan
I guess I'm still thirsty and will go to bed in a bit. I need to clean my ears, too, sometime..
Agenda (Revised)
I might wait and shower tomorrow morning and go to sleep soon, so I can shower tomorrow morning before the meeting, in case I'm interviewed.
Agenda, for Now
I have my 2 hour meeting tomorrow at 9:30 - 10:00 A.M., online.
It's 1:40 A.M. I want to take a shower, probably, and sleep for that.
I have to see if I'm staying and probably order more groceries, want something healthier, maybe frozen egg rolls.
I could even get DoorDash, tomorrow.
So, tomorrow it's either that I will stay here about another month or a bit longer or go to a homeless shelter sometime. I'm also saving up for furniture, in case I don't get help with that. I'm getting together ideas for groceries and trying to find a job when I get a place. I was told I could stay here til I find a place, but I refuse to pay and if I did would have to put it on my bankruptcy bill and make sure that works.
Racial Acceptance by Conservative Whites, More
People think if they accept me, they have to accept others of my race, but there aren't many.
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Should we just close up to being, like, "counseled" or "mentored?"
Baby Boomers seemed open to good kids and ones that seemed to have a legitimate frustration, like if they were too attractive for most adults. This covers people born in the mid/late 1960s and on until today. The older "children," Early Generation X, seem to be trying to make Baby Boomers feel inappropriate and incapable, when they say they are older.
It seems if we get affection, it's from people no one likes, like Italian men who themselves are the children of Baby Boomers or Late Golden Age people.
I used to be encouraged to getting affection from others in the future, you know older people who seem attractive like parents to me. They can be, like, 10 or 15 years older and on. I don't like it when they act like they're not enough like a parent or not enough even as me. We're all people, too, and have different pasts and the same dreams of pleasure.
So, anyway, now you see these white-blonde haired, blue eyed girls in the U.S. being given all the attention of anyone, Latino, older Italian-American ladies, anyone, the Germans themselves's nod of approval and special treatment, I bet/imagine. That's good, though, but what about me and some others? It's like I turned into a bad person since being monitored in private, with the base excuse that I had a hard time in piano when I took 21 credit hours etc. How does that make me of social disposal and a subject to racism in "Florida"/Orlando?
Then, of course Andre Rieu is getting all the pleasure and attention. It's not a valid issue to freak out like it will just stop altogether or get bad. He's "White." He's already famous and successful. He's got the eye of many, man, woman, old, young.
People even claim that these other people are not gifted, who are getting attention, white-blonde haired blue eyed American girls. They encourage them towards feeling they would be accepted by Andre Rieu. Notice I get told things like I'm too good for attractive Baby Boomers, like I'm too smart and not the type. That's not true…
Also, Europe seems to have 4 day work weeks, and school is a recently new invention in a way it seems for learning to read the Bible. We should focus on food and fun.
Sunday, September 29, 2024
Andre Rieu
I guess Andre Rieu could fight my dad off because my dad is kinda backwards and doesn't do much.
Joni is supposed to know that my dad is a problem but not always when it comes to defending him against others other than me, I guess, or maybe like Michael, my younger brother.
I can only laugh at why people make fun of me for Andre Rieu's magazine Margariete, but you know I'm not really saying anything just affirming that I laugh sorta without telling it in his face. I say it here, instead, I don't care and don't say anything in private for anyone.
Classical Orchestras
Orchestras and orchestral instrumentalists look funny when they play but not me, so I'm gonna be the one to say that's who I am and who most other people today are who are already "adults." Not my children and students.
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