School and Work

"Success is 1% inspiration and 99% perspiration."

I was thinking of going to college.  TBH, "To Be Honest," community college has become the financial solution for youth, instead of a collection and collaboration of "working adults."  To make it an escape, you need to be efficient in class choice/s.

Online college can be free, but I couldn't find out how to find which ones would be free with FAFSA, perhaps the cheaper ones.  I do know one that seems to even be that way out of state.  It's Baptist University of Florida, on the northern border of Florida I think more in the middle, with Alabama, in the city Graceville.  I was a Violin Performance major, for a regular BA.  They have a Bachelor of Music Education, in Vocal and Instrumental music education.

I can't see how I would have much time after work to do a college degree.  For me, it'd be Violin Performance or studying Violin and getting a degree in Music Education, for now, online at that school.  So, the only plan is to work in a minimum wage job, since they must be nicer than the ones that pay more at least sometimes, and practice violin starting at the beginning at least partly and when I save up money and take a break could work on one of those 2 degrees.  I also want to sell my book Frilly, since it's already done, and work on more.  I have a new one in mind, psychology of affection between someone who feels like an adult and someone who feels like a child, moreso with a physical inclination and discussion of that.  A publisher in Pittsburgh, Pennsylvania, where I claimed I knew I'd like to move as a child, said it'd be sold at all major bookstores like Barnes & Noble.  I didn't know it was too late.  I'd have to pay $208 and maybe up to $3,000.  If I do sell books, successfully, I could "live my life..."  I also want to be a Hollywood actress, especially since I was cut off from doing classical music young and finishing my degrees in it.  So, when I lose more weight, I will apply to a casting agency, which is local.  I did in Orlando and even took film acting classes.  They don't have the same kind of opportunity to learn here, like modeling school which I wanted.